No Answer to Your Question
In 5 minutes I will probably drink a beer and eat a pizza, I’ll say that is what I do.
Tomorrow I will swim laps and eat no junk food, do a face mask,
forget today I was ever hungover and feeling blue.
I can’t decide what I am saving for,
or anything I want. I forget to know what I was looking for,
I forgot I was supposed to grow up.
I am terrible at making decisions, I flop round, back and forth.
I think about all the things people get, responsibility, houses and expensive shoes,
but then I can’t even buy a rain jacket, I walk around never knowing my truth.